Family Outing

Kelantan.

Balik kampung.

29 Nov. 08 - 1 Dec. 08.

Between cik-rambo and HARD..

To middlerock who said I'm a very different person outside..

Well, the actual me is cik-rambo.. a more relax character right..?

HARD is office & official matter..have to, kan..kalau tak, I'll can be quite gila2...nanti havoc satu ofis....

And to another question, here is me with my buah hati..enjoy the pix..ha..ha..ha..!!

FLYING WITHOUT WINGS (WESTLIFE)

Those close to me know Rambo suka lagu dan this is one of my favorite song..dedicated to someone out there...

Everybody's looking for that something

One thing that makes it all complete

You'll find it in the strangest places

Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children

Some find it in their lover's eyes

Who can deny the joy it brings

When you've found that special thing

You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning

Some in their solitary lives

You'll find it in the words of others

A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship

The kind you cherish all your life

And when you know how much that means

You've found that special thing

You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem

You've got to fight for every dream

Coz who's to know which one you let go

Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you

To watch the sunrise on your face

To know that I can say I love you

In any given time or place

It's little things that only I know

Those are the things that make you mine

And it's like flying without wings

Coz you're my special thing

I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins

And you'll be where it ends

I'm flying without wings

And that's the joy you bring

I'm flying without wings

Bisnes Cara David Teo

Bila bab bisnes, Rambo akan teringat kat David Teo..bos metrowealth film..Bukan apa, strategi bisnes dia tu..daripada 3 filem yang rugi, dia boleh bangkit dan raih keuntungan dalam filem2 seterusnya eg. Jangan Pandang Belakang. Dan satu lagi yang menarik bagi Rambo ialah cara dia develop young talent untuk industri filem negara..cam pierre andre dan liana yang direct filem selamat pagi cinta..David sanggup gamble nama baik & reputasi beliau dengan memberi peluang pada orang2 yang kurang pengalaman...Dia mungkin akan rugi kalau filem tu tak boom di pasaran...dan public akan cakap macam2..tapi he's willing to take all the risk..kenapa ya.. A business strategy yang menarik untuk dipelajari..

Mr Zuhairi..

Tadi Rambo call Zuhairi. Tergelak besar dia bila Rambo citer tentang sesuatu yang terjadi ke atas Rambo 2-3 minggu lepas...Rambo pun gelak lah jugak..hilang sedih..( kat luar la kan...dalam hati, biarlah sendiri je yang tahu...)

Jangan jeles ya Shimah...ada rahsia antara kami tau...heh2..!!

Biasalah kan..bila kita rasa comfort dengan someone, kita akan rasa selamat untuk saling berkongsi apa jua..Itu le friendship Rambo dengan Zuhairi.. one of the DPAs..kawan baik arwah Hamzah..Nanti ada masa, Rambo akan citer lagi pasal Mr Zuhairi..

A DREAM

27TH November 2008.

"I'm suppose to be there. I want to be there. " I said to Gee...

Anyway, that's life...we can only plan..kan..

" It is not whether you get knocked down,

it's whether you get up. "

(http://www.daretofail.com/)

Special thanks to ezan, che ida, k.a., gee, sumi, eda, cher, middlerock...for the support and understanding my dreams..appreciate it very much guys..!

REDHA

Nearly 6.30pm baru keluar ofis. Nama je nak balik, tapi still bawak kerja...dengan laptop nya, dengan buku2 hr nya..Tak tido malam lagi jawabnya hari ni...what to do..esok kena present depan the big2 boss..kena le study.

Baru nak pegang stereng kereta, someone call...with some news... a not so good news... ( no wonder la agaknya 2 kali the blue key-chain jatuh & terpisah2 before I depart that day..)

Aduhai...how will u react to a situation like that...when you were told you're not up to the expectation. I feel like protesting. I didn't gave any false statement, right? Why, then?!

Termenung la sekejap Rambo dalam kereta.

Sebak juga (tak rugged betul..tak cam Rambo la pulak...!)

Call Raden, tak berangkat.

Masuk ofis balik...'Raden....!!'..

'Why...what happen' Raden terpinga2..

I just couldn't say anything, speechless. But I smile to her...though my heart cry.

'Tak pe lah..citer esok'

Ambil my kakak. I kept quiet all the way home. But in the dark, I could feel my tears flow.

Why must I cry?

Why?

Does it mean so much to me?

Yes, it does..!

Solat Maghrib. Surah Al-Mulk.

I feel embarassed. I feel low.

The tears.

Then solat Isyak.

Only after that I feel some composure. Pulling myself together, I told my sister. I will cancel my 2-days leave.

The tears gone and coming back to my sense, I sms to PR. Thanking her. Apologize if there's any damage done.

Then I were informed : " U can still join if there's a suitable program".

Relieved to know that.

But will I dare to join again?

Or will I dare not join anymore.

Is that the end?

Will it ended there?

After all the effort.

The sacrifices.

The risk taken.

The feeling of joy & happiness juz to be a part of them....

But knowing myself well, I know I will always follow my late mother's advice..."biarlah..tak apa.."

Redha.

I understand the rationale.

No hard feelings.

LAMBAIAN HAJI

SELAMAT MENUNAIKAN IBADAH HAJI TO LINDAWATI MAKMUR, my house-mate during studies at UKM-Bangi.

DELEGASI

Delegasi

meluah isi hati

dalam satu diskusi

tentang tragedi-tragedi

di pinggir bumi

kerana dendam dan benci

pada hati-hati suci

yang cuba berbudi

hingga akhirnya terjadi

manusia-manusia ilusi

tanpa simpati.

13 Januari 1989

PUISI 1 : TERIMAKASIH

Mulai sekarang, biasa2kan lah baca puisi2 Rambo ya...Ada antaranya dah berusia 23 tahun..terhasil nun dalam tahun 1985 lagi..Nak buat camna...Rambo memang minat puisi & sajak..seni kreatif tu.. Terimakasih kerana menghadiahkan aku sebuah memori, dan mengenalkan aku makna sebuah hakikat, tanpa sedar, kau mengajar aku erti sebuah azam juga tekad untuk membina sebuah harapan; terimakasih kerana membuat aku mengerti yang ombak tidak sekeras badai dan angin juga tidak sehebat taufan ( 25 Mei 1985 )