It’s how we look at things. A ball might me round in shape. But is it ?
That’s how I perceived things. The other side of it.
That’s why people always misjudge me. ( grin..!)
I received a call. And after finish talking, I ask Shima…” hari ni hari Jumaat ke..?!..”
A so called rough, harsh and difficult journey were transformed to me into an easy pathway. That was the impression, from the caller. I’m not convinced at first, of course. But after seeing the persistence..the optimism in me… I gave in.. and I agree…I thought..this must be something beyond what I can think of..It’s like a red carpet laid in front of me and I only need to walk through it, with patience… Me, walking..that’s the effort I’ve to put in if I ever want to reach to the end of the carpet, in style…hehe..!
And, why not?
I’ve been standing alone.
I’ve been crying for help nobody wants to hear.
I’ve seen bits by bits taken away from me.
Why shouldn’t I walk thru this unknown journey ….
That’s how life is…very, unknown..full of possibilities..full of surprises..
What you thought is a contribution, is worthless to some. You will be whack and smack; whatever. You will be deprived of your rights to be heard, to be assisted. You are in a battle with injured armies and soldiers, but you’re required to win the war..! And, people you ‘re concerned with, just couldn’t be bothered with u. A sincere question might bored them…haha…! Hey..what’s the big deal..if u can give happiness to someone by just listening and smile to them, why is it regarded as a boredom?! Anyway, I’m okay with that. Say, what u want. I can take it. I’m used to it.
In contrast, people alien to you, have every confidence and that trust, in you.
So, I know, I’ve nothing to lose.
But I do know there’ll be a lot of pain, in order to gain.
To all my friends, wish me best, for the journey..okey..?! I thank all of you, sincerely, from the bottom of my heart.
To my little G and S; … pray for me…will u..?! Will always luv u guys…thanks for all the sunshine during my rainy days..!
By Cik Rambo ( back to biznes..! )
16thNovember 2010/3.30pm
